Thank you!

THANK YOU HUSBAND, I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE. Yah I promise to keep my promise.

Yay, meeting both Eunices tmrw in the morning to study at kap. Cant wait. I enjoy their company. They make me forget about sorrows and worries and everything but to only LAUGH, LAUGH and LAUGH. Alright, I dont really feel like expressing myself too much today. Goodnight!

Netball Camp

Netball camp was mediocre only. In fact, I think the camp has made me feel worse about some issues. The only thing I can like about the camp is that I gotta lose weight because of runs and matches and everything tiring! THATS ALL. Okay la one more thing. We managed to take a lot of photos! :D damn fun. I found another laughing mate, which is Eunice Lau! Hahaha. And OH, now I have got things to say. Grace Eunice Lau and I watched 2 hi5 cds i brought to camp before dinner! Really brought back childhood memories! Thats all la really, thats all. I dont really wanna go too into the camp, it gets depressing then. Anyway, after the camp, some of us went to PastaMania to eat. And THAT, was fun. Eunice Lau and Ling were really funny. We kept wondering what would be the best way to die. Up till now, I still cant figure out, but Ling is damn definite it would be dead when you sleep soundly. TRUE, but if you were not given that choice what would be your next best??? And then after the dinner, Ling and I went to the mrt platform and talked and talked and talked till it seemed forever, for more than 2 hrs! It was good(: I like talking to her about everything, from troubles to happy moments to everything la. Thats all!

OH BY THE WAY I JUST TOOK MY WEIGHT THIS AFTERNOON AFTER LUNCH. MIND YOU, AFTER LUNCH LEH. AND I WEIGH A FREAKING 45KG! AND I HAVENT SHITTED AFTER THE CAMP! SHIT LA CONSTIPATION. BUT WHO CARES, COS, IF I SHIT, MAYBE I WOULD WEIGH LIKE, 43KG?? WOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOO. I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYY. BRING IT ON SHIT. BRING IT ON.

45KG! can YOU believe it!

Towkay Wayang! or Wayang Towkay!

I dont know which one la. So confusing. Both sama sama meaning la. Anyway I had a really great time with Wani yesterday (but then again, when will I ever find going out with her a bore) and we went to Victoria Theatre. Omg we both love Raffles Place a lot. The ambience and everything. I told her I hope my wedding will be held at The Fullerton. Its really spectacular and beautiful from the outside you can seriously stare at the grandness for hours without getting bored! So anyway, the musical play was good, and I find this malay actor by the name of Husin Sani OR Sani Husin CUTE TTM! He is really mixed-looking but Wani does not think so, she feels THE OTHER guy cuter. BUT, we went to lot 1 macs after that and we saw this cute chinese guy working at the maccafe CUTERRRRR. Yah so once again, we agree about the same thing(: I am soooo harpeeeee to have gone out with her yesterday. Being with her really makes me think about the future and she told me that too RIGHT at the same time as when I was thinking about it! How cool yes. Anyway we are planning to go for NDP and watch Talentime together soon. Love you pal see you soon again, I am missing you already! <3

I am in a good mood and when this is so, i listen to HI5! Wanna listen to the songs and feel good too? http://www.imeem.com/radiojemeela/music/DsDMrp4a/hi-5-australian-youre-my-number-one/?rel=1
HERE! GO LISTEN:D

Just a post!

Common test is over! And now whats coming is nationals. I hope we can all play well and be aggressive, and i pray hard we can get into the next round! Cant wait for netball camp which will be next friday i wanna have heart-to-heart talk with sylvia again!

Yesterday was really embarrassing. I actually told the whole world i have my period in the cubicle! I couldnt contain my emotions, it was just so sudden righttt. Oh well! Went Queensway with Eunice today. Managed to get the printing and the uncle called me a foreigner just because i couldnt understand some dialect phrase he said. Oh i found out what does FBT represent! Its FootBall Thailand! How weird right. Anyways, netball training tmrw at the basketball court. Cant wait for Saturday! Will be going out with Zawani to watch some local malay theatre thing in the night. I CANT WAIT arghhhh:D:D:D

There are seriously so many things i CAN wait and so many things i CANT wait for this year! I CAN wait for A's but I cant wait for the end of A's hahaha. Ok fine, i know that sounds stupid but ya, and i cant wait for the end of the year! Kryptonites will be having overseas trip to Australia wooooooooo! Sorry bear with me I am just thinking positive about this year because i srsly dislike year 2009 dont you!

Alright folks, thats all for now. Mayway i srsly miss all of you and so do i miss Phattzion and 4H. I hate memories, yes we can recall and be happy about the past but thats only for a short while! Cos after that, you would get depressed asking yourself why time passes so fast, why didnt i treasure the past, why like this, why like that. This gets quite annoying man. Sometimes, i seriously wish i had a extreme short term memory so that i can live life happier without looking back. But then right, the people around me would suffer. Unless ALL of them have it too. Ok that would sound stupider. Nvm whatever, at least i am still thinking with my brain even after tests!

MAYWAY!

PHATTZION!
4H!
Night folks. Really really, thats ALL for now!

I miss Phattzion

Had math consultation in sch today in the afternoon. And then went to KK house to chill out and catch up with the Phattzion boys. Omg I srsly miss them a lot a lot a lot. It was less than an hour ago since we parted and I am already missing every single one of them! I had a blast today and it has been a long time since I laughed hysterically thanks to them all.

After today, I have learnt not to trust boys at all. They are freaking jerks who are desperate, polluted and disgusting creatures. I shall not pinpoint who started to give me this impression but just want to give this message out to him, then HE WILL GET HIS DESSERTS. If I had the rights, I srsly could have just slapped him on the face. But count him lucky, I dont have such rights to do so. But srsly jerk, watch out.

Anyway, I had the best time since decades hanging out with these boys. They really help me to distress a lot. And yes, that tells you guys, that we dont have to smoke to distress, laughing would do just fine ok! And srsly, you guys should cut down on chu chu-ing yes.

Alrighty thats all I shall post about.

Before this slips out of my mind,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID FONG ZHEN YANG! (belated)
Sorry I didnt wish you on the day of your bday, so so sorry! Hope this would do:/

Goodnight ppl.

zawani saya rindu kamu! omg i hope this sounds correct!

Feeling lousy

I AM FEELING LOUSY NOW>:(

Split Image

I thought i saw you,
but it isnt true.
His back view was so alike yours,
his silhouette too.
Guess my eyes were playing with me,
I am such a fool.

Thank You Lord for Nurzawani Jamaluddin

Today was a really great day! Although the netball training was so.. ok i am speechless about it. I find today's training unproductive because the coach didnt come down. OKAY i shall stop here lest I spoil the entire entry.

And so, after training, I took lunch with Sylvia Val and Hua before heading home for a shower to meet Zawani at cck. We went to JP to catch the movie Slumdog Millionaire. It was really awesome! Everyone should go watch it:D Both Zawani and I are in love with the lead actor. He was so so so charismatic and charming! We love his height and his lean figure and his sparkly eyes! But then again, when was I never in love with lead actors after movies? Hahahhaha. Ok once again, everyone should go catch SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE. GOGOGO.

I had a great ride with Zawani home. We talked about TPO, our future, our thoughts and worries and GOSSIPS. It was so fun, BUT THEN AGAIN, since when was it boring talking with her. Ok in case you do not know, its NEVER. I really love her to bits and pieces!

So bestfriend, reading your letter has really overwhelmed me with strength and motivation to strive for life's greatest things. For God, for family, for you and TPO. I thank you for the vday gift from the bottom-est pit of my heart! I really had a blast with you today! I am really really glad to have you as my bestfriend. I look forward to reading a book written by you about TPO soon! I pray hard that I can still have you till I grow old and hunch and wrinkled!

byebye aunty i love you!

My maid would most probably have reached her hometown by now. And I seriously am missing her really terribly so): It will take me some time to forget her. I have to, right? Oh well. Thats life for me I guess. So yesterday night, I told her I want to take a picture of her, and then gave her a farewell gift. It was hell to see her smile and come forward to give me a cuddle. I tried to reject it with a wave of my hand, but the next moment, I realise her hands are already around me. So I couldnt contain my emotions, I just cried. And I managed to cry myself to sleep! I will miss how gently she would wake me up from sleep in the morning, feeling guilty to disturb my sleep, shaking me ever so gently which was really sweet of her. She would always stroke my hair after I have taken my bath, and always offered to help me dry my hair. She would massage my ankle whenever I injure it after netball trainings, and rub my tummy when I had tummy aches. Such acts of concern and care have made her such an important figure in my life, seeing her leave me for good is like seeing my shadow gone for good.

If I could be granted one more sister in my life, I would definitely wish it was her.

Love you aunty, take care and I hope I can fly to Jarkarta one day to visit you and give you tons and tons of goodies you like from the vending machine near our house! I will and am missing you too much!

whats up (with me)!

I dont know whats up with me these days, I have serious moodswings problem): I go really really HIGH and HYSTERICAL at one time, and the next moment, I get MOODY and DEPRESSED for no reason! Thats really annoying. And I tend to get more sensitive and emotional now, which means PEOPLE, STOP PISSING ME OFF WITH THINGS YOU ACTUALLY DIDNT MEAN TO SAY OR WAS SAID OUT OF MERE FUN. Cause sometimes I take it for real, REAL. You might think its funny, but hello? The joke and teasings are ON ME, so please mind what you say. Sometimes I do joke along and laugh BUT these days? I dont know, I just get too INTO them and feel MORE than I am supposed to.

Oh boy, I just cried and know why? Of many other possible reasons, but because my maid is leaving to her homeland soon): Omg SEE, I am getting so so emotional again. OH MAYBE ITS BECAUSE OF THE MONTHLY DISASTER. I hope so, I hope its temporial cos I wanna be HIGH all the time and LAUGH all the time since LAUGHING helps burn FATS in your tummy! :D

I will seriously miss Aunty Alfi! She is like my older sister, whom I love as much as I can love someone not blood-related to me. Its not like as if I will get to see her again someday. Not as though she will fly back to see me someday. I reckon her leave will be a real farewell meaning, good luck and take care forever. Not like, Okay take care SEE YOU SOON! So it gets really depressing and sad.

Oh boy why must life be like that. People in your life come and go, bid farewell and take their leave before you, and not see you ever again. Its so stupid to have someone enter your life, and head for the exit after you feel comfortable with their existence. Why oh why. Thinking on the bright side, at least Aunty will be happy to return to home sweet home to her dear family whom she missed exceedingly much since the day she stepped out of it to come to Singapore to earn income for the family. MAYBE, she will get married and YAY happily ever after. Oh well, I am happy for her in a way then. BUT THEN AGAIN, I am sad because she is part of my family, my daily sight. WOW, how significant right. Aww man, I dont have a picture of her with me. Perhaps I will take one with her as memory before she leaves! She is cute and cuddly and sweet!

Okay, she is leaving, and another maid is coming, and I hope this new maid will become another older sister of mine! Someone like Aunty Alfi who will share with me about how many boyfriends she have back in her homeland!:D

And oh ZAWANI I MISS YOU REALLY DEARLY. We have HaVe HAVE to meet up on Saturday, by HOOK or by CROOK alright! :D

GOSH I am so into this oldie song Moon River! Ever heard of it? Its soooooo....nice!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwBjRnK5m5I&feature=related